Song For The Stubborn.

Hey everyone.

I almost forgot I got this blog here. I'm so sorry I haven't been writing here for ages. Now I'm at work (nightshift) so I have time to write something for you. I promise I'm gonna try to update this more. Work takes too much time.

So much has been happened after my last blog text.

First of all, I got a job. I started beginning of August and I'm still working at same place. This job is great. There's no nothing sure about work and is there work in future or no, but to me it's okay. I don't want permanent job. If I had one, I would feel like I'm chained in this little shitty town which I'm living now. I'm not gonna stay here forever. I wanna see the world and I wanna get as much different kinda work experience as I can.

I was planning to send some job applications to Helsinki for summer. There's awesome opportunities and I'm very interested of those places. All of them are jobs with people who has mental health problems or problems with drug etc. Those places are my area, for that kinda places I specialized.

But in the other hand, I'm not sure if I'm going. I feel like I want to go but I'm little scared to go there. Yes, I know, it's only 1-3 months but still. To me it's hard to leave. I know there's work for me in here (if I don't screw this totally) but somehow I want to get somewhere else.


Okay, that's all about that.

Next thing. Some music.
I've found new bands. Or one specific band has made me fall in love. About 2 weeks after I blogged last time, I was almost dragged to see Amoral. Well, it was good thing, I'm still in that road. I've seen them 4 times in 6 months. 2 times of them in Helsinki. I travelled all the way to Helsinki 2 weeks ago to see them. It was crazy but so worth it. Those guys are just awesome. So nice and.. yeah.
I saw Lady Gaga about 3,5 months ago. It was amazing. Can't find the word good enough to describe it. Semi Precious Weapons was pure awesomeness too. And Kelis.
In New Year, it was goodbye show for Reflexion. They're having a break. No one doesn't know if they're coming back. Even they don't know that. I lost one of biggest bands in my life. I cried so hard. And that show was recorded so we'll wait for DVD right now. AND I finally took first pic ever with someone. This is the place I would love to stay forever : http://twitpic.com/3mgorl
I started to play guitar again. I bought new acoustic guitar as christmas present to myself. You can see my beauty here : http://twitpic.com/3hunhy She needs a name so let me know if you have some in your mind.

I'm planning to go to Germany next summer. I was there last summer and I fell in love. And I planned maybe I visit in England too. Not sure about that yet. I should visit in Slovenia too, but I think it's not gonna happen next summer :(

What else? My sister is growing fast! She's walking and learning new things everyday. She's pretty adorable.
Okay, now I'm gonna take my eating break.


Love,
Tekni

Fool

Hey everyone!

Now I finally came to tell something about me.

My name is Heli, I’m 20 years old atm, I live in Finland. I love music, my friends, writing, concerts and stuff like that. Someday I wanna move to Germany. I visited there and I fell in love. “Home is where your heart is”, I think I left at least half of my heart in Germany. I like to live in here too, but I would love to live in there too. That’s different kinda love. It’s hard to explain.

I have little sister who is only 7,5 months old now. She’s so adorable! I have other little sister too, she would be almost 11 years old if she would be still alive. At the moment I live with my family at my childhood home. I graduated as practical nurse on 5th of June. Next thing to me is find a job. I would love to continue this summer holiday ‘til the end but I can’t. Shame.

What kinda music I like? Well, I listen almost all kinda music actually! My fave #1 is Negative. Has been last 7 years and it’s not gonna change! :D I also love Cinema Bizarre, Lady Gaga, Stalingrad Cowgirls, Tokio Hotel, Puppetz, Uniklubi and many many other bands and artists! Concerts are my obsession too. I’ve seen Negative 23 times, in this year 5 times actually :D I’m gonna see them at least 2 times in this year. AND I’m going to Lady Gaga’s concert on October! Can’t wait!

I write mostly fanfiction. I write other things too, like lyrics. I would love to write more if I had time enough. You can find my stories (hopefully) soon on internet. There’s finnish ones but English ones are coming!

What else? This is kinda hard ‘cos I don’t know what you all wanna know XD I’m gonna tell you something about my trip to Germany someday! I need to check all the photos and stuff before that :) I’m gonna tell you about my weekend too! It was SImerock weekend now and I just got home. Just uploading the video to YouTube from yesterday. Stalingrad Cowgirls are playing Bad Romance! You can’t miss that! Gonna link you ;D

Ask if there’s something you wanna know :)

You can find me on Twitter, Formspring, Last.fm, Cherrytree and Facebook :) 

Much love,

~ Tekni ~

Hallo!

Hallo everyone!

I'm here, now in english :) Feel free to read my blog and comment it!
Try to understand me. I'm gonna be random. Sorry about my bad english already. Sometimes it's not so easy to write in english. Especially some things are difficult to explain because english isn't my native language.

I'm gonna tell you something about myself soon. I think I don't have enough time now so I think it's better to do it when I really have time so I won't forget something important. Maybe later today.

Enjoy my randomness.

Love,
~ Tekni ~